These are days just…well…have no words to define them…the exams are coming closer but I have no will to study…
At the office I don’t like to stay…the boss is always more hysterical and rambling speaking and I can’t face her more then 10 minutes without tell her something back…so it’s better to stay away as much as possible…
The chemistry seems to act only for the collateral effects for the moment…exactly for the sleepiness…
I’m always falling asleep everywhere, my mind is not working at all...always asking to lye down for a while…but then I spent my nights looking at the ceiling…
Ok, it’s only the 4th one I take...give it time…hope not too much…
I also restart my physical activity, following the program received by the trainer Antonio by the gym…
MONDAY: Running, exercises for the abdominals and legs and stretching plus postural exercises…
WEDNESDAY: Swimming pool
FRIDAY: Running, stretching plus postural exercises…
SUNDAY: Bicycle…130’ minutes around good speed…
Someone wants to join me??
Well, actually I’m particularly “strange”…my feet are completely different, one looks on a side , the other is used only on a side, my pelvis is rotate with the right part advanced compared to the left, my left shoulder is lower then the right (because of the several bicycle crashes I had)…well…it seems there is nothing working…I’m 30 (and a bit) and I’m already to make scrap out…I can use the benefits the Italian government is giving out for this in this period….good idea??
The will to leave is still there, don’t worry…and also the will to stay with people, to change this job where I stay 10 hours in front of a Pc who is not speaking at all…apart when it write on the screen “irreversible error-I’m shutting down”..
Well, better to go back to my books…maybe the night will bring any advice…
For now just remember… Taizè and the sentence from the group of relatives of Anonymous heavy drinkers..
JUST LIVE, JUST LEAVE IT TO GOD…
Bye…
